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Gonna try getting some extra cash bc I finally got caught up on my massive backlog of art. 

Commission Sheet 2017 [5/5 SLOTS OPEN] by Flareblade2000
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Prism Cat Adoptables [4/4 OPEN] REDUCED PRICE by Flareblade2000
Fruit Cats Adopts [4/4 OPEN] by Flareblade2000
SU - Gemsona Adopts 1 [4/4 OPEN] by Flareblade2000
SU - Gemsona Adopts 2 [4/4 OPEN] by Flareblade2000
SU - Gemsona Adopts 3 [4/4 OPEN] by Flareblade2000
  • Watching: Achievement Hunter
Work has been eating up a ton of my time and energy these last couple of weeks, and I haven't been able to really sit down and work on the Peacewalker pages like I wanted to. Gonna try to get them all out this weekend.

Thank u so much to yall for being patient with my permanantly exhausted self.

Yall rock Thumbs Up 
  • Watching: helloween4545
  • Eating: chocolate covered crasins
  • Drinking: gatorade
gently whispers what the fuck

ive been on this dirtball planet for almost a quarter of a century

im too cute to feel this old
  • Watching: game grumps

It's sure been a while since i've done one of these

I moved out of my parents house back near the tail end of 2014. Lived with some sort of terrible roommates for about a year. Got a new cat during that period. His name is Rocky and he is a dumb noodle boy and i love him. 

Moved out into my first apartment during fall of 2015, and honestly i dont think ive ever been happier. like yeah, being completely responsible for keeping a roof over my head is kind of stressful at times, but i finally have my own safe space. It's just me and my cats in a cozy lil space. its quiet and peaceful. I worked a few jobs before i found my current one at a doggy daycare place, which i've been at for a year now. I absolutely adore the job and the critters i look after.

all in all, i think im finally happy and content for the first time in years.

Thank you to everybody whos stuck around through it all

yall are fantastic <3
  • Watching: game grumps
If anybodys still watching this pile of mismatched garbage Shrug 
  • Listening to: MBMBAM

I suppose I should make this official

Journal Entry: Sat Aug 31, 2013, 6:04 AM
In case anybody's actually been paying attention, I'm not really on here at all anymore. I just don't have any interest in DA these days, plain and simple.

I'm not going to delete this account (because I'm a lazy piece of shit), but in all likelihood you guys aren't going to see much of me on here anymore.

If you want, you can find me here on tumblr on my main blog or my art blog

See yall later. It's been one hell of a ride.
Take care <3

PS- I'm taking commissions and tarot card readings over on tumblr because I am broke as FUCK

  • Listening to: &quot;Landscape&quot; - Florence &amp; the Machine
  • Drinking: tea

And Back. Again.

Journal Entry: Thu Jan 24, 2013, 6:34 PM
I'm just gonna ramble here for a bit.

I'm sorry if anybody was actually expecting any kind of art update from me. I haven't been able to do any scanning because I can't find the driver disk for my scanner. So unless I find that there probably isn't going to be anything up for a while. Again.

If anybody remembers, I went to a Homestuck meet called Sparklestuck last December. I'm going to the next (technically third) Sparklestuck meet this weekend, and it's one of the few things I've legitimately looked forward to in a long time.

I'm also kind of toying with the realization that I'm going to be 21 next Saturday. Right now at least... it doesn't feel like it's going to be anything special. Just another day that just happens to have some bonuses in it. I know that probably sounds bitter and cynical, but I feel like I've kind of become that kind of person recently.

I guess I'm just tired mentally, physically, and emotionally. A lot of bullshit has happened to me over the last year, and to bastardize a line from Sherlock, I think it's burned the heart out of me. I've come to the realization that I've grown so distant from some old friends that I just feel out of place on the rare occasions I do see them. I'm afraid that I'm becoming distant from the friends I do have right now, and that scares the shit out of me. I've lost two very good close friends, all because we all were probably too proud, stubborn, and stupid to communicate properly and try to work things out.

And one of those friends I lost is my now ex-girlfriend. I know she will probably never see this, and if she does I don't expect her to respond at all. But if she does see this: I'm sorry, I miss you, and I just want my friend back. But I don't expect to see you again, so I'll have to deal with that I suppose.

Long story short, I'm tired, bitter, lonely, and honestly on the brink of giving up. I don't know what to do anymore, and I'm sick and tired of almost everything now.

That's all for now I suppose. If anybody actually read all of that, bless your face.

(Also, if anybody does decide to draw me birthday art, please link me to it in a comment or note. I don't check the deviations in my inbox anymore. Too much trouble.)

  • Listening to: &quot;Gywn, Lord of Cinder&quot; - Dark Souls OST
  • Drinking: tea


Journal Entry: Tue Jan 1, 2013, 9:24 AM
Guess who has access to a proper computer again

That's right



jk ilu all
most of you anyways

  • Listening to: &quot;Heartbreak Warfare&quot; - John Mayer
Lets try this again

This time what I'm offering is a full-body, full-color watercolor painting like so:
Cathlee by Flareblade2000 On Guard by Flareblade2000
Marona: Ruin Somebody's Day by Flareblade2000 Final Design by Flareblade2000

For $5 apiece.

I am in desperate need of money right now and even if you can't commission me right now, promoting me would be nice and very much appreciated.

That is all.
Been playing with watercolor paints lately, and I'm really enjoying it.

I guess commissions will be open sometime on Wednesday if anybody's interested.

I just need money because I have no job and less than 100$ to my name right now.

  • Listening to: "Be My Escape" - Reliant K
(ranty/rambly BS ahead; don't have to read if you don't want to)

Sorry for not really doing or posting much lately. Lack of computer and scanner has been limiting my activity here (not on tumblr though if you follow me on there).
I might try to scan and upload some stuff late on Sunday, but I can't make any promises on that. Though aside from the few friends who do comment regularly on my stuff I highly doubt people have missed me.

Even then, I feel like I've been growing a little bit distant from the few friends on here that I do honestly consider true friends. And that kinda actually scares me because those close friends are my world and I don't know what I'd do without them.

If me growing distant is what's happened, to those few friends: I'm sorry. Things have been rough on-and-off lately, and there are days where I barely even have the energy to care even a tiny bit.

I guess that tiredness is a big factor in everything. I'm just feeling exhausted and burned out these days and I don't know what to do anymore.

Some days I wonder what would happen if I just packed all of my shit into my car and just left. Might make things less stressful to have an exhausted self-hating freeloader lurking around.
I won't do it though. I don't have the courage, energy, or money to try it.
Plus there is still that stubborn little shred of common sense left that's reminding me that that would just be a flat out stupid idea.

Anyways... I'm done rambling. Later y'all.
  • Listening to: "Bleeding Out" - Imagine Dragons

Can I have some feedback please?

Journal Entry: Tue Aug 28, 2012, 7:46 PM
Im hoping to take a mad road trip around the country and up into Canada next summer, but from the looks of things I'm gonna have to save up a shiton of money to pull it off. I would offer up commissions or pray that people feel generous enough to donate.
I doubt any of that will happen, but it can't hurt to try.
So yeah still don't have a laptop yet (typing from my phone right now), which is yet another thing I need to save up for.
Not to mention I got into a fender bender on Monday, and i sont know how much the repairs or the citation are gonna cost me. YAY MORE FUCKING MONEY THAT I'LL NEED TO SAVE.
Ive just been feeling really tired, bitter and lonely lately.
Going to have to figure that out too.
Later all.

  • Listening to: "The A Team" - Ed Sheeran

And I Am Back

Journal Entry: Mon Jun 25, 2012, 4:33 PM
California was great! I had a lot of fun and I am glad I went.

But coming home from the airport last night I realized that I really do not feel at home in my own house. I am planning to try getting out within the next two years with any luck. I am sick and tired of everything that goes on in that house, and I want out.

In other news, I don't know how often I'll be able to upload pictures for a while. I'm currently using a friend's computer because my laptop is in it's final death throes, and my parents would flip their shit if I tried to use one of the downstairs computers in order to use DA.

So yeah long story short uploads will be even more sparse than before.

That is all.

  • Listening to: "Starships" - Nicki Minaj

California Here I Come

Journal Entry: Sat Jun 9, 2012, 10:31 PM
So for anybody who cares I'll be in California from tomorrow morning (the 10th) to the 23rd. I'll be quieter than usual, because I can no longer bring my craptop with me.

That is all.



  • Listening to: "Settle Down" - Kimbra

Just a little update

Journal Entry: Mon May 7, 2012, 8:57 PM
For anybody who actually cares.

Basically life has been sapping my creativity and energy. My job is the main reason for this, though my own body and a certain Texan Terror are also responsible for some of the damage.

I barely have the energy to get up out of bed most days, and a lot of the time it hurts me to move around at all. Today was especially shitty because I had a minor feelings explosion over on tumblr last night, and I had to go to work today while having eaten very little beforehand and feeling horrifically nauseous at the same time.

Along with the physical issues, the emotional ones are still there. I feel lonely and self-loathing on the best of days, and I hate how my feelings spiral out of control whenever SHE worms her way back into my head.

I don't know how long it'll take me to get back on my feet, but you'll know I guess.

Also the lack of energy is keeping me from properly clearing out my inbox, so if anybody wants me to see something of theirs leave me a link in a comment or a note and I'll get to looking at it.

*sighs* later all

  • Listening to: &quot;Hurt&quot; - Johnny Cash


Journal Entry: Sun Mar 25, 2012, 3:26 PM
Comment here and I will...

1) Tell you something I learned about you by looking at your DA page.

2) Tell you a color you remind me of.

3) Tell you the element I think you belong to (e.g. water, fire, air, etc.).

4) Tell you what comic, manga/anime, or video game character you remind me of.

5) Ask you a question, and you must answer.

6) Tell you something I like about you.

7) Give you a nickname.

8) Tell you the object that is to the left of me.

9) Tell you what food/ flavor/smell you remind me of.

10) Tell you to do one in your journal too.

  • Listening to: &quot;If Only&quot; - Fiction Plane


Journal Entry: Tue Mar 13, 2012, 9:43 PM
Just finished a monster of a commission today

I basically sat around at the kitchen table all day working on this thing

lol so why the fuck do I feel so tired

ahahaha oh god my shoulder's aching and I have work tomorrow afternoon

THIS IS GONNA ~SUUUUUCK~ :iconwalleyedplz:

  • Listening to: &quot;Literal Dead Space 2 Trailer&quot; - Tobuscu
  • Drinking: tea

I Am A Dumbass

Journal Entry: Sat Mar 10, 2012, 6:08 PM
oh don't mind me just having a minor emotional meltdown over here

just fretting too much about my future I guess...

anywho carry on with your lives

I'm sure you guys have better things to worry about than silly little me anyways

  • Listening to: &quot;How Far We've Come&quot; - Matchbox 20
  • Drinking: tea

I Need Help

Journal Entry: Mon Feb 6, 2012, 7:22 PM
I just broke my laptop's monitor, and the only reason I'm typing this right now is because I have a separate monitor hooked up to it.

So I now need to save up for a whole new computer. But I only have about $100 in my bank account right now, and I am in dire need of help.

So what I'll be doing is just offering up sketch commissions at the moment, because I don't trust my laptop to handle doing digital art right now.

These sketch commissions will wind up looking like the following examples, and will cost $2 per character:

Gift Doodle - ii by Flareblade2000 The Vulture Queen by Flareblade2000 HS- Adora-awkward by Flareblade2000

I will draw just about anything as long as I'm given a good reference to work from, though I draw the line at porn or excessively gory stuff.

Like last time, I will take payment through Paypal or through the mail.

For more information, send me a note or contact me at either of these email addresses:

And even if some of you out there can't /don't want to get a commission from me at the moment, I'd be eternally grateful if you'd at least pass the word on through a journal or something.

That's all I guess...

  • Listening to: &quot;Automatic&quot; - Tokio Hotel
  • Watching: Pokemon Vietnamese Crystal playthrough


Journal Entry: Thu Feb 2, 2012, 10:19 PM
Thank you so much for all of the birthday wishes! You guys are seriously the best, you know that? :heart:

Anywho, today was just a pretty average day due to my birthday dinner and presents getting pushed back to Saturday because of schedule conflicts with the rest of my family. I'm still a little miffed about that, but meh I'll get over it.

I spent a few hours over at a friend's house hanging out and playing Alice: Madness Returns, and let me say that I HATE THE DOLLHOUSE LEVEL. Because I've watched a playthrough of this game and I've seen the final boss and just what this particular level represents in Alice's mind. All I'm going to say is that I feel dirty after playing through a bit of it, and I am dreading the final boss battle. I shall also continue to flip off that FUCKING HACK Bumby *snarls and hisses at the mention of that bastard's name* at every opportunity.
Despite all of that though, I'm still having fun playing the game itself. :)

And that's all I suppose! c3

  • Listening to: &quot;Daylight&quot; - Matt &amp; Kim